Sometimes

Bismillah...Salam everyone....I just felt like updating myself here now...its 1 am...and it is somewhat common for me nowadays to stay up like this...I used to sleep early...not anymore I guess...this might be due to my expanding schedule and increasing commitment that streched my energy limits...I felt like I can sacrifice a little bit and perhaps get used to it...

So you might be asking why all of sudden I am developing this surprising habit...I decided to make things more "physical" in a sense that I need work or do something at least a little bit more than I used to...In which case I already dedicated myself to a whole bunch of debate scenes and chess tournaments...academics are not spared as I vowed to finish every single one of my homework before the next lesson...as if that was some kind of a new idea which I'm pretty sure everyone would have done that kind of thing already...

So progress have been okay...I am more focused now in what I need to do in life and the goals that need to be achieved...I just pray that I will go about smoothly without a hitch...

This is what the next two weeks might look like...

1) Chess competition in Kompleks Wilayah, KL ( Sunday 29 Jan )

2) First tutor session with Ms. Wong's son ( Tuesday )

3) HSDO Open in IMU (Friday)

So, I'm pretty much anxious about going through all this...I hope that everything goes well...


Now, what does the title tell about "Sometimes"?...I like this word...most songs I like also has these words in it...and it also has a special place to me...I just like to say that...sometimes...in the midst of all these hecticness...I remembered and been continuously reminded about some memories of the past from time to time...I think that I can forget about it for a while...but sometimes they'll come around...make me smile or feel down....and I am wondering how I can make the present and future just as memorable...but why do I find it hard to do so?...I wonder...


And I feel like letting it out...telling to someone that knows...how does it feel to be "here"...I could have told many things that seemed so magical and very sentimental...but I think I am the only one who would understand...so I ended up living in my own world...

And I'm quite fine with it...its just that sometimes I get lonely too...