Please be Patient

I can't help but expressing a few worries of mine regarding my life right now...

1) AS Exam
2) AS Exam
3) AS Exam
4) Uni Application
5) Uni Application
6) Interfaith dialogue unfinished task
7) Accommodation change unfinished business
8) Debate career

I know its kinda hyperbolic I put repetitions of my tribulations...but I was intending to stress my point here. I'm worried...sick. I really don't know what to think and expect...can I weather any sort of repercussions should I fail or fall under these circumstances. I just hope everything would be alright.

Perhaps I would say it is destined...maybe I should be somewhere else...and I should do something else...I must apologize to the people I have disappointed...nevertheless, it is I who should reckon that my life has a greater purpose..

I must be impartial...I must not waver...no matter how much it hurts...it is to be told to forget...and to be forgotten...how far behind I have been...I know for a fact...I had tried my best...if I have to fight my way out myself...its my responsibility after all...