Aside from me being weird...which I readily acknowledge...this post is just about me complaining about things I see with my eyes which doesn't seem right...
First, lets cap about my life first shall we...okay...so far...boleh laa~~...everything goes as it is...I've done things which I should've done...I think...so...in short...I have finished my AS TRIALS...alhamdulillah...so I'm on holiday...waiting for the results...preparing for Further Maths test which is directly after the holidays....This holiday gives me plenty of time for self reflection and structural reform on my brain...setting my principles straight again...since I think it had been shattered all these while...alhamdulillah despite all these challenges I can survive...when most things are not in my advantage...or even the total opposite...alhamdulillah again...I fend off...slashed my way through...just to be able to see a light at the end of the tunnel..I'm grateful I made it...
And also...I did what I could to get closer to Allah...alhamdulillah...I can say...I see things in a brighter perspective...I live with a clear objective...and regardless what happens...my goal is still the same...and I wonder when I get to UK...if I can survive there...insyaAllah...I plant the seeds of determination and perseverance to serve my Lord and for His religion...
Okay...so what is this weird thing that irritates me...maybe because I was too involved in debate...people's rhetorics and what not seem to spark my desire to question them..like for example...people are complaining about the Malaysian education system...but rarely if not at all did I see any sort of proposal or suggestion...I really don't like when all there is to do is nag nag and nag...all complaining and does nothing to solve the problem....
And also, a response to a particular blog which says "regretting about getting straight As"...well...its okay since it's his opinion...but really?...to me...it's just like saying I regret studying...studying is a life process...people should appreciate those memorizations and hours of efforts...to know things which are indeed meaningful and related to us...instead of filling your heads with socializing and entertainment....
Really...if people think being exam-oriented is bad...you should tell that to Cambridge...or any kind of country or education boards in the world that had endorsed it....lets say indeed there are justifications to say that a "wholesome learning" is better than an exam-oriented atmosphere...should they at least tell us what kind of "wholesome activity" they have in mind and how would they grade students and differentiate them effectively since they say everyone has their own talents...isn't that why we have subject combinations and elective subjects...so you can choose which one suits you best...and lets say we are bothered by the fact that the common perception that straight A students are geniuses....why is then the education system to be blamed...I would be impressed if someone got 21 As...and of course I would say he or she is brilliant..but of course...excellence is subjective...any rational person would know that...but if that is the yardstick people are using now...so be it...sail our own path and always trust yourself you are always brilliant no matter how the world perceives you...
I just noticed the fact that when people voice out their opinions...they are sometimes just being emotional and frustrated about facts and realities of life and somehow they tried to change they way things are just to suit them....to me its understandable...life is difficult..and of course...we all make mistakes...we all tend to favour something for personal reasons...may us all be granted by Allah His Hidayah....
I'm tired...there are a lot more weird things out there...which to me doesn't make any sense at all...and its actually human behaviours...again...until then...goodnight...there's a bunch of grammar mistakes there...im too lazy to check...
